Sunday, January 25, 2009


Sleeping pills won't fool the world that you've never needed anyone. It's plain to see that all your seams are coming undone
Don't you know that life is all about having fun

Thursday, January 22, 2009

your just as lonely as this room.



the past 2 weeks i've been really lingering in the past. just my past year. thinking about my ex-friends, my school that i miss, the people, haha and yes, even the guys. so, this is causing me a great deal of pain and hurt. i feel worthless and alone. i can't stop thinking of the past. i don't even want to visit my ex-friends because i'm huge. should i write my heart out??? no, its too much. today, i've realized that i may have OCD... haha another mental disorder to add to my list.


Sunday, January 18, 2009

The rain keeps falling just the same
You worry when the one you need
has found somebody new
But the world keeps going round
The world keeps going round
You just can't stop it